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Friday, April 15, 2005

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again


the fairy gay-father

nuff said.
now, i wanna reply sub's sms. replied to u (sub) but it wasn't clear enuff for me. well... u asked me whether i cured the sickness of missing my parents or not rite? well.... haven't been missing them much in the 1st place coz i juz think its way better for us to live a distance away fom each other to appreciate our relationship as a family. in fact, their visit has made me miss home (as in the places in s'pore) and my darling friends EVEM MORE. everyday i wake up, i expect to wake up on the living room couch in BEDOK. instead, i wake up on my mattress, rushing for classes. *looong sigh*
btw, i'm not speakin to mum as she's ignoring me. she started to nag on my low rise jeans as she saw my butt crack at home, aft sch. i was so tired that time coz i bought alot of stuff frm sch and walked back home (that's far coz i actually felt tired okay). i wanted to lie down and before i could lay my big butts down on the floor completely, she started nagging. everybody should noe that tired julianah means zilch tolerance julianah. so i said, "ADER AJER LA!", lifted my heavy butts off the floor and slammed the door to my room and rotted my self in there (okay, i did my presentation stuff instead). den! to add salt to the wound, dad n monster (bro) sorta backed me up. well... it was at home! she sit nampak seluar dalam semer at home can..... i cannot flash a bit of skin on my way to lie down? at my own place summore. i juz hate it when i can't be myself if there's ppl like mum. so what? if i get my own flat later, i muz live according to her tolerance level? the tolerance level of ancient times? what? she doesn't undress when she showers izzit?

aft that, some stoopid misunderstanding between monster and dad. dad wants to go home earlier coz his knee was really giving him a problem.... monster got pissed for nothin and was so freakin rude to dad. doesn't he know that he won't be here if not for dad? he won't be anywhere without dad. he can't even buy his own underwear without dad's money okay.... i hate him. who does he think he is? i didn't even ask him to stay at my place and he's here till now. complaining that he has alot of work to do but what the hell is he doin here?

seriously, i welcome all appreciative ppl to my place juz as ong as u have manners and u don't mess my daily routine. if u wanna be safe, come when i'm having my end of session break. this, i PROMISE u, i'll be the nicest person on earth with the HIGHEST tolerance level (but make sure i'm not tired la). heh!

apart from that, life has been hectic. planned to bring parent to eat chinese in sydney tmr but idiotic monster don't want to. since he's not going, mum ain't going either. so its juz dad n me. i tell you, he is one fuckin selfish person in the whole wide world. i'll pity his other half. but if i recommend you to him (as in to my girls friends) , i don't like you and i don't care abt you. i hafta complete my assignment (major one) during the days where parents are off to newcaslte (mon-thurs) and he demands that i can juz meet them in sydney then. not only that my assignment is in jeorpady, parents would be VERY tired with the drive as well. all he wants is for him to travel easy in a car. oh Almighty, please make monster a less selfish person... if nt, erase him from the face of the earth as it'll spare parents ALOT of sore muscles, aching bones and heartache. heehee! (no, i'm not praying for jis death. i'm prayint that he'll go totally independent from this family coz all we have ever had from him was plain difficulty). okay, i've let my mind uot, my feelings and my thoughts. parents might noy think of the same way like i do of monster but i'm pretty sure they like me better (only when i'm nice. heh!).

+ > the glamour babe posted at 12:18 AM < +

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